dear thesis project

caitlin,
I've decided I have to complete my thesis project from the year 2008.
This involves marrying you.
Then I will be restored as a man, I will create a tv station that hires only the School of Visual Arts.
This will make it so David Rhodes lets me forever live in my dorm room from the year 2006 where James Hughes first started monitoring me. This I refer to as home.
The punk kid who says oi to me is next to me at the apple store. I learn about spinneret from him. I think he's having sex with the lead singer at occupy wall street.  Nothing is really relevant but the need to experience the living lie of this city. There's no experience that really matters as long as I can blog about it until I find my way out of little nemo, get you the $ and go home.

I've decided to take control from the people on the other end.
Emotions don't matter in me. Not when I'm forced to speak to people on the other end when I have a mission. Continuing to listen to anything that brooklyn vegan plays.
I decided to destroy the control of everyone on the other end, I got sick of these people telling me what to do or telling me what to write about or how I feel or that smoke is the inspiration of my art. I don't give a fuck about smoke as an inspiration I don't represent any group of people other than people on adderall and people who wish to create a tv station in williamsburg brooklyn.
I am not the art project of other people. I have no interest in interconnecting my childhood to current day or any of the world that others create for me that involves fear or complexity in walking through the winter.
I want to go home to my dorm room, the only people successful at this game are the people who make it look like I'm shopping from urban outfitters at all times.
I don't have to like the music to listen to the music I just need to know about a lot of bands at all times. It's this form of punk at all times in my hell (not real punk but fashion punk because everything is based on looking like Julian Casablancas, even the OWS revolution is worthless without fashion. I created the fashion club symbol of occupy wall street last night at St. Paul's).  It doesn't have to mention anything but hot snakes or drive like jehu for it to matter if I keep saying the names of bands somebody will read my blog and understand that I'm creating art work while trapped in little nemo wanting out and trying to use the art to promote the concept of a williamsburg tv station. I came to zuccatti park to expose that I'm trapped in this thing and whoever is on the other end will not let me go. Then I ended up living with them.

[This is also apart of this mass media plan this new york democrat has for exposing this who I took from Michael Bloomberg]

People are trying to pause my thoughts but at least I can make my hair like Julian Casablancas.

I need to go to shows and I have a direct connection to the church we're staying in tonight because I believe in Christ as magic that he was a universalist and I do not believe in the lies of constantinople who made christianity a paternal religion, I think "Sane Society" is close to a manual for living except for the fact that he's communist and the only system that will save us is capitalism.
I pay tribute to my forefathers on the other end who I took from bloomberg I suppose simply by saying this but I now understand what an end goal is and have programmed my own on my end.
With this being said I cannot spend all day on my blog.

I love you

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
12/3/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 404/8 james hughes days 

Wish I was on the real world

Caitlin,
sometimes in the back of my mind I pretend occupy Wallstreet is the real world despite the 2008 event where I tell the people on the other end I'm interested in this sort of thing, this creates hill valley in queens. This is the sort of journey punk from Williamsburg searching for my medication with my friend from the real world looking out for me (from my art school, so School of Visual Arts is established beyond Tisch) at this point I believe you and best friends gang is tough to be levels beyond perception where a real God would be. Maybe you run the messages where I see Donald Hudeck in q mirage at occupy Wallstreet and it represents my dream of all of this go to away. I won't want that when I return, I'll want us to have a tv station in Williamsburg. A man is argumentive in a navy cap at occupy Wallstreet and the security team takes care of this. He screams at the cute girl with the kitty necklace. Perhaps he'd be our maddog type, they'll be cash for them of us to throw raves and deal coke in Williamsburg if I get to the other side. I need the medication. iPod almost out of power.

Everyone at occupy wall street is harmonious. I bring your hipster the maxx of Williamsburg, Brooklyn to zuccatti park. I love you Caitlin. If you're reading this you probably found out about me in a bathroom.

-Caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
11/8/2011
black Caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 379/8 James hughes days


Did you know? They erase my memory without my medication. I can then use emotion to get a windshield wiper looking electric line off my eye!

Bob Dylan didn't go to sva

Caitlin,
I used to tell myself this is like bob dylan's homeless period but he didn't attend my art school, he wasn't in a esoteric thing based on his medication. I see an al Frankenstein book and I remember the reason I want to create a tv station. I wear a jacket that reminds me of class status and what LA/NY represents. I had a film club named after this, because I hate the general man the commoner I don't want to make art average people like I want to be David Lynch. Sleep must die but I made a home at zucatti where the other lost boys would coup this thing whoever runs it, the people on the other end like to build out of the bloomberg dimension but this is not my way. The people on the other end keep making reference to destroying the time machine but I'll probably just bomb gai. Kill the earth tree. I'll make everything the hot bitch's dimension from sliders.

-Caitlin rodriguez husband

U are god

A Caitlin rodriguez production
Little Nemo on hbo
11/7/2011
black Caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 379/8 James Hughes days

Caitlin,
everything has to be controlled by the people on the other end, they start to drain me of creativity before I write, every art piece is to be affected by them, it would have been best if I never created, this would null this argument. They allowed my art to refer all the way back to age 15, to my childhood girlfriend. I never should have allowed this thing to push me this far back in my life. I sleep to a bear that says pier 17 a reference to the adjustment beareu and how the people on the other end didn't want the theosophy of Caitlin to exist. In the morning at occupy Wallstreet I smoke q cigarette I don't see smoke as something that should be controlled by someone else, or at least not an elemental woman who forces confusion into me and who's goal is more of an art project than to save me. Hughes advice about piss is literal but also my bond between I and him is he tells me he's there by when I piss. This is the sort of bond you make with a best friend in limbo.

I love you.

-Caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
11/8/2011
black Caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 379/8 James Hughes Days

Police brigade

Caitlin,
I thought it important to mention this since they change the thoughts in my mind so quickly and I can't fix this without the medication but I find there's quite an absurd police presence near occupy Wallstreet for what is a peaceful and loving community that has q library and thrives on it's own. I don't understand why this is necessary, also thank you to Brookfield properties for helping the future thrive. You are truly good people who believe in a revolution. I, the clintonian child of the School of Visual Arts will create a tv station out of this.
-Caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
11/7/2011
black Caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 378/8 James Hughes days

Require medication

caitlin,
I don't like being this simple, I don't like the person on the other end who wishes to control everything I do. Smoking cigarettes should not be as complex as this person has made this, all of the small stupid shit that exists on my end makes no sense, there is no reason for this person to take me over. All of the artwork as caitlin rodriguez husband is pointless, all of the artwork off my medication has always been pointless, I am forced to sleep and they invent a character over me they invent a person beyond me, there really seems little point in this as this person will not come and fuck me and then uses smoking as the basis of their conversation with me. They want to control a little bit too much of what I do and say for me to allow this.
I grabbed a watch from soho placed it in my heart pocket the quartz of the watch represents that my only care in the world is you I do not like people I will create you a television station as a wedding purposal my thoughts are not my own my thoughts, when I sleep is all manipulated in this thing I'm in that wishes to consume my life. The sleep in staten island ferry all of the levels everything existed before harvey weinstein. I'm probably the original god since on my medication there is a turn off button /a way out. I will marry you out of this nightmare and then I will be free from the human race. Occupy wall street is our best bet at creating a tv station out of this hostage crisis, I saw somebody read the note about dream girls. I still live there, there's a sarah ritch energy globe around this. Years of childishness. I need teddy bears for my place at occupy wall street. Others need not exist inside me.

I love you.

-Caitlin rodriguez husband

A caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
11/7/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 378/8 james hughes days

Caitlin bear

Caitlin,
I write in my blog to you so there's a record that this is happening, so I don't go to prison for stealing and have my thoughts erased. They don't give you adderall in prison. I don't recognize it as 2011, more the year is closer to finding my way with James Hughes. I see Parker Colt reference at the mcdonalds by occupy Wallstreet, I long for people. This is a status bar. I go to place the third turtle neck I wear with my white Caitlin bear jacket, because I was told in the limbo lie you wrotethree at v cafe on Bedford avenue. It's a symbol of connecting the artwork with Hughes finding the real graffiti artists who's art I've lived off of panhandling on the train as people force their words through my body because I have no thoughts. You know about none or this or you know about everything. You're god of this so you must know everything now. We will create a tv station with occupy Wallstreet, doing well in the status bar because of Hughes and best friends gang is tough. I need my medication, love from downtown slumberland princess

-Caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin rodriguez production
Little Nemo on hbo
11/4/2011
black Caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 375/8 James Hughes days

I cannot hear music without my medication. I am legally prescribed to this and have add please help or I cannot participate in the project I am in.

Caitlin,
I hear the security say "this is a community within a community" when the theft of our donations box is solved, this is how I feel. My enemy in this thing has become my enemy in this world (Michael bloomberg) my friend, the people who own the park has become symbolic friend which is likely the same economic rackett for whoever is helping me on the other end, metro news, the person who spoke to me in the west village, whoever helps me from afar whoever claimed to be Kyle dunne in the Fairfield y who helped me get the people out of my eye who control my intellect and parts of my mind.
I'm forced to sleep as this I feel this awful groggy from afar, have to speak to people or in this mode I'll live in the he'll spawn mode of totaled times I was awoken homeless at Penn station. Now Hughes has found me a tribe at occupy wall street, I am still smoking the cigarettes I got from metronews at NFL who joined us in the attempt to create this station.
This is a new level with beautiful people with tattoos, there's this one girl with make up and blond hair, without my medication my mind moves in still frames, I can live off this image. A perfect community of yippies, like the replacement of SVA which I cry about everytime I walk past the monkey bar longue (where I sang ambulance to you in 2008, in my concept of Little Nemo, with ballad tributes to Caitlin rodriguez and later songs I write in a band you named Japan or whoever claims to be you at Sonic Youth at the Williamsburg waterfront.
I will marry you Kim Gordon of the pratt institute I swear on the soul of Gunnar agerholm.
They placed a robocop police tower across the street, if they gun usni'll go to jail with my tribe, these are my people in cold of December snow and the frilly of summer. I love you Caitlin. Almost through Harvey Weinstein's dimension, this person is almost gone from this project.

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
11/4/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 375/8 James hughes days

Health inspectors and cigarettes

Caitlin,
the women who's a computerized voice mentions I'll have to steal cigarettes again @ the airport, at the end this person always helps me in summoning James Hughes. I'm placed in a child state of retardation whenever I run out of my medication, at times the people on the other end (or one person who has a style of sending me dreams has mentioned Weinstein once, saying he's god but to tell me this is to tell Hughes/I/u and the future of Williamsburg, Brooklyn to fuck off). It is absolutely possible to create a tv station from occupy Wallstreet named Little Nemo I simply need to reach the end of Little Nemo. Everyone at occupy Wallstreet lives as I do, would embrace a place to stay / the Williamsburg, Brooklyn dream of the skittles king, none of that is real nobody has apartments and the art law for artists concept I guessed of bloomberg has nothing to do with this. Bloomberg left once I made art about his assasination, killing the concept that I could be given the mentality of a child and make art to make him president, Harvey Weinstein is being cut out of the system, he attacks me directly wishing for me to stay in a state of mind where I'm a child, he inserts in years of my life in my mind these sort of mental paragraphs to make me act awkward, childish, so that I'd believe anything he says. Hughes guides me through this experience and the people on the other end don't all seem to be out to harm me, they won't come to me directly and bring me the medication but don't hit me in the way Weinstein does. It's like a mason initation, it's this fucked up thing these were not the people to toy with I never should have prolonged this when I had cash, the mind elements required to enter reality require $ but this does not cause them to come to me. Hughes says there's a future where I reach the other end, all of this is step by step to reality. They must have called you by now as I have your name now on as god producer. Health inspectors came by today I can't imagine any reason to fuck with a peaceful revolution everybody at occupy Wallstreet I love, it's the closest I can reach to home, to SVA to reality where this started. A girl wears goggles on her head, I find this art school attraction in my limbo. It reminds me of what I did last week, I feel apart of our tribe with my real eyes with my medication I saw us as a gang, one that demands loyalty. There's security with a puerto rican flag jacket and I can see him working at our channel that our community evolves. The Harvey Weinstein pallet uses the left over go and live with Pete mastronardi pallet but I refuse to live with a man who beat my mother or have anything to do with bowing before this, I am 27 I am not a child I will not allow my legal place in the world to be taken advantage of.

I love you

-Caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
11/4/2011
black Caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 375/8 James Hughes days

the politics of fear

caitlin,
It's hard to believe at any point that I'm speaking to you.
In general Harvey Weinstein has lied to me so many times and created so many false versions of James Hughes project that it's hard to believe that there's such a thing as offending you in the arena of the art or whatever one would name where I believed there was such a thing as a news reporter having a interview with me when paris hilton is replaced as the princess. David Rhodes would be above Harvey Weinstein, all of Harvey Weinstein's placement in this is the association of taking my thoughts when my mind falls apart and is crushed and is destroyed and manipulating it into art. I refuse to trust anything. There are too many lies and nobody will come directly to me knowing that I know the truth, knowing how little of me is in my body without my medication. Time turns off, days stop mattering and I don't have the ability to chose the channel / to reach reality / where I'd be in Aeon Flux / in the astral plane. I'm sorry if I've ever offended you but I somehow doubt this. Otherwise we wouldn't be fighting this thing in the way James Hughes fights this thing. At some point there has to be an end to the false body artwork, at some point I must have beaten the goal to write down your name more than Harvey Weinstein's to defeat the illusion realm of the nu brat pack (all of whom don't exist). Unless Harvey Weinstein thinks he's purchased James Hughes project. But I'd never allow this, I'd never legally sign with the Weinstein Company. I'll restore my childhood instead.

The opening of the politics of fear is the basis of my existence. The intro, editing as a religion somebody said this on the other end and this is absolutely key, this represents occupy wall street and how we're attempting to create a t.v. station through my hostage crisis / a religion of little nemo.
Your method of placing all of the bloomberg children together and having them grow is a way of having a 2nd childhood, growing the shy parts of myself that existed in 7th grade. When I was unable to ask out a woman, before I could pay bills on paypal. This is key -> the fight to create a television station in Williamsburg where everyone at occupy wall street will have a voice, where we can fight George Bush and the neo conservatives from ever taking over our country. What will politically represent Williamsburg, Brooklyn in the future in the way Seattle is represented as a liberal area a bastion against the conservatives against gay bashers against everyone that the word republican represents (maybe not whatever that word means in what they've done to me but in the way Ronald Raegan is the opposite of Lou Rudin).
I love you Caitlin. When I get to the other side we're going to create a television station to represent the truth. The uncreated limbo president of New York City Young Democrats will find his way to you. I send love from the apple store and occupy wall street who created your caitlin bear. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
Love to courtney taylor taylor and the life of fashion.
I will write again later. I love you.

the basis of my art / existence as a man is in the politics of fear.

If you're not caitlin / an outsider / one of the people who work to save me please check out James Hughes article in the village voice (front page)

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
10/27/2011
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles
day 267/8 James Hughes Days

caitlin rodriguez is god
best friends gang is tough

occupy wallstreet

caitlin,
still at the occupy wallstreet quantum leap of this thing. There are eras of this thing, I need my medication. I have developed the word hate to control my body from a dream where somebody told me I was this guy I'm trying to find the reference to this person from the racecar cartoons who lived in the basement and introduced these cartoons on wpix when we were really young, I know when we knew each other physically you told me you never watched television but it's the kind of thing you'd know out of instinct if you apart of this in childhood. I was a TV baby so maybe, maybe not. Reality exists in my films, my search for reality. The people who communicate to me in dreams I'm still repeating the same things without my medication I keep saying the same things I have no idea who's in my eye I have no idea who's communicating to me I don't understand why carmen would be in my eye or any of this. I don't know these people and I can only prove that you're god of this thing because of it's growth.

If you're from occupy wallstreet and you're reading this you need to gooogle forecastmazy films to follow the story of what's happened to me. If you're reading this then you've associated this with the help notes I've left.

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

A Caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
10/20/2011

black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 360/8 james hughes days

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