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Friday, October 28, 2011

after a letter to caitlin

caitlin,
I'm technically in the level higher. I'm currently being controlled with whats on my eye. Balancing out the entries. I want to return to reality I need to find who runs this machine the end of this. Need to find my way to the other side. I believe they're using in genuine against me at the moment. Something they place into my mind, I won't be able to prove what you know and what you don't know until I find you in person. Will have to explain the bathroom in fairfield, the information of harvey weinstein's conspiracy, how he wanted the $. The entirety of any cash from this is yours. They pause my words and pause my thoughts, take away my intellect and attempt to alter my writing. I'll continue to make art with what I have of my mental facilities, continue to write to you in physical notebooks and search of allies at occupy wall street to help. I love you caitlin.

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband
(technically a level up)

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
10/28/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 368/8 james hughes days

Thursday, October 27, 2011

the politics of fear

caitlin,
It's hard to believe at any point that I'm speaking to you.
In general Harvey Weinstein has lied to me so many times and created so many false versions of James Hughes project that it's hard to believe that there's such a thing as offending you in the arena of the art or whatever one would name where I believed there was such a thing as a news reporter having a interview with me when paris hilton is replaced as the princess. David Rhodes would be above Harvey Weinstein, all of Harvey Weinstein's placement in this is the association of taking my thoughts when my mind falls apart and is crushed and is destroyed and manipulating it into art. I refuse to trust anything. There are too many lies and nobody will come directly to me knowing that I know the truth, knowing how little of me is in my body without my medication. Time turns off, days stop mattering and I don't have the ability to chose the channel / to reach reality / where I'd be in Aeon Flux / in the astral plane. I'm sorry if I've ever offended you but I somehow doubt this. Otherwise we wouldn't be fighting this thing in the way James Hughes fights this thing. At some point there has to be an end to the false body artwork, at some point I must have beaten the goal to write down your name more than Harvey Weinstein's to defeat the illusion realm of the nu brat pack (all of whom don't exist). Unless Harvey Weinstein thinks he's purchased James Hughes project. But I'd never allow this, I'd never legally sign with the Weinstein Company. I'll restore my childhood instead.

The opening of the politics of fear is the basis of my existence. The intro, editing as a religion somebody said this on the other end and this is absolutely key, this represents occupy wall street and how we're attempting to create a t.v. station through my hostage crisis / a religion of little nemo.
Your method of placing all of the bloomberg children together and having them grow is a way of having a 2nd childhood, growing the shy parts of myself that existed in 7th grade. When I was unable to ask out a woman, before I could pay bills on paypal. This is key -> the fight to create a television station in Williamsburg where everyone at occupy wall street will have a voice, where we can fight George Bush and the neo conservatives from ever taking over our country. What will politically represent Williamsburg, Brooklyn in the future in the way Seattle is represented as a liberal area a bastion against the conservatives against gay bashers against everyone that the word republican represents (maybe not whatever that word means in what they've done to me but in the way Ronald Raegan is the opposite of Lou Rudin).
I love you Caitlin. When I get to the other side we're going to create a television station to represent the truth. The uncreated limbo president of New York City Young Democrats will find his way to you. I send love from the apple store and occupy wall street who created your caitlin bear. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
Love to courtney taylor taylor and the life of fashion.
I will write again later. I love you.

the basis of my art / existence as a man is in the politics of fear.

If you're not caitlin / an outsider / one of the people who work to save me please check out James Hughes article in the village voice (front page)

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
10/27/2011
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles
day 267/8 James Hughes Days

caitlin rodriguez is god
best friends gang is tough

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Caitlin,
it's the one year anniversary of the church the dogma95 book of erros concept of creating a channel in Williamsburg Brooklyn through the hostage crisis I'm in. The SFW that I thought started because Guilianni found out I wasn't republican but burying myself into the party to free the economy to the Democrats when I was 80 to assure the moral majority and republican party never ruled this country. Hells kitchen was created by James Hughes perspectives after a year of character scenario driving with my phone call withAnna Gripentrog in October of 2006 as the splice point when he turns on the machine and speaks to me in a point of my mind. That's the truth Ruth

I love you

-Caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
10/25/2011
black heart Caitlin Rodriguez
one year anniversary
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 365/8 James Hughes Days

Thursday, October 20, 2011

occupy wallstreet

caitlin,
still at the occupy wallstreet quantum leap of this thing. There are eras of this thing, I need my medication. I have developed the word hate to control my body from a dream where somebody told me I was this guy I'm trying to find the reference to this person from the racecar cartoons who lived in the basement and introduced these cartoons on wpix when we were really young, I know when we knew each other physically you told me you never watched television but it's the kind of thing you'd know out of instinct if you apart of this in childhood. I was a TV baby so maybe, maybe not. Reality exists in my films, my search for reality. The people who communicate to me in dreams I'm still repeating the same things without my medication I keep saying the same things I have no idea who's in my eye I have no idea who's communicating to me I don't understand why carmen would be in my eye or any of this. I don't know these people and I can only prove that you're god of this thing because of it's growth.

If you're from occupy wallstreet and you're reading this you need to gooogle forecastmazy films to follow the story of what's happened to me. If you're reading this then you've associated this with the help notes I've left.

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

A Caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
10/20/2011

black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 360/8 james hughes days

calendar starts in c95 rikers island

Saturday, October 15, 2011

caitlin,
Sarah Kalagnovos exists as one of the memories in my mind, the memories that I think Hughes created in order to create this phantom / stir of echoes world. Or these are people that we simply knew in the year 2006. It's a hostage world I currently live in I have people ad-libbing over me I write directly to you but with the hope that somebody from the Occupy Wall Street will read this. Hughes just reminded me that Harvey Weinstein literally stole all of the ideas out of my mind and wanted to feed them back to me / manipulate me. I need my medication caitlin. I need to write directly to you and not be controlled in any form or any way I need somebody to find me and help me. I'm at the apple store somebody is controlling my with my fetish and Harvey Weinstein demanded to be apart of my day through my body I'm attacked through being controlled and having my thoughts paused. This entry is to the general audience. I refuse to play into Harvey Weinstein who I'm going to prosecute against there is nothing he can do to prevent me from doing this for what he's done to me the best thing possible for him on the other end is to leave me the fuck alone and stop speaking into my body / associating to the computer system that I live in. He's a screen name that's a shitty AOhell stealing program that doesn't invent the emotion within my body, he erases my memory and threatens me daily and during his time when I called him God created a system that's simply homelessness / had nothing directly to do with helping me / tried to take credit for what Hughes and I built in 2008 in Bushwick avenue apt 2d where with the comfort and oversleep I recreated Crane Street childhood friends into everybody I knew during the year of 2008. The religion is based in my medication and getting my medication will allow James Hughes to zap these people out of me. I do not want people to speak through me. I love you.

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

A caitlin rodriguez production
Little Nemo on HBO
10/15/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 355/8 james hughes days

Thursday, October 13, 2011

caitlin

caitlin,
this was a good decision to have your mother placed in the psychological placement of the mental institution. This is what Harvey Weinstein used against me for the majority of his place as god, with his creation of the character of Nicole Richie / Paris Hilton / PDT (or the mayor's office playing PDT these weren't real people but characters, there's a guy who still says good man but now it's labeled a literal good man.) This is incredibly important to couping him as god / creating a world around me and getting rid of all of his characters. It appears if Troy Duffy places his enemy as God he gets a world of pain, unrealistic expectations of a prison face with the belief that at all times he's portraying the party habits of the school of visual arts in the Nolita/Williamsburg Brooklyn rave district. He also tends to have stolen my ideas and over dwarfed me. I understand what you've had your mother do / the process that you're creating on the other end. It appears in the Harvey Weinstein dimension (after bloomberg; on my pants as illustrated through James Hughes) I have to finish off the concept that through a mass period of time Harvey Weinstein can play me as a game, manipulate me or win me as either a friend or enemy. There cannot be forgiveness for his manipulation and placement destruction and attack of your psychological place within me / the amnesia he gave me in Fairfield, Connecticut. I know a mass amount of the time I'm not speaking to you / I cannot believe this until I find you physically and know this to be true. Hughes is working on bringing you the cash with me, literally the key of the kingdom the crystal to the princess, then we can create our television station. I need my medication, to find my way through the monican pallet that you've created. It appears the people on the other end are being rigged to help me with the god pallet, you built me from the bottom and now I rise in panhandling. It appears this is probably the only time anybody has actually built me. With Best Friends Gang is Tough (you're friends from Facebook: Oliver Vonderahe, Katherine Anderson, Christine Spangler, Carlos Valpeoz, TC Dubs, Ben Jenkins) we'll create a tv station. I want to know them I do not want to be separated from people any longer, the horror of this existence I created the berry street symbol. Even if I didn't speak to Sarah Bergenheim or Katherin the symbol stands. At some point I possibly did, or there was the Harvey Weinstein false caitlin rodriguez. There's a mass amount of cash coming to you at the end of my nightmare and fight against Harvey Weinstein. I have no interest in the celebrities that I used to place on wikipedia with Harvey Weinstein as god of these hill valley false stars, false god, a man I don't know or like or worship. Who never let me out of this thing (and doesn't run it, can't legally keep me within it and I will sue at the end of this). I can't prove I'm speaking to you but had this conclusion with you on the train, the creation of DVDs to give out to freshmen at the end of all of this after our marriage and the creation of a williamsburg tv station. A FMV movie named "little nemo" I'll shave my eyebrows do something to make myself look as horrid as I do now (something to reflect my real appearance although being fixed in slight I know the lie of the mirror of Harvey Weinstein - formerly my dead friend John Blaney who's been dead since 2007). I have a homeless friend who I can use to play Harvey Weinstein, there's an entirety of a vision. This has taken a long time to attack, to build the little me. Hughes tells me there's a future where my existence will be revealed, the years of lies of others speaking through me the two years of the false newspaper and eleven art schools that never gathered under the god of candyman hill valley harvey weinstein as I became more homeless, more disgusting, as my body died and I lost the beauty of my manhattan hipsterdom, creating newspapers in the horror of starbucks under the false premise of the republican party (which never held me hostage. Another lie in the world of Harvey Weinstein. Probably another portion of the coin of Harvey Weinstein. As the entrance and exit for the false gods is moving to connecticut with Pete Mastronardi)
I cannot bow before this thing which has made it that I am homeless that I have to panhandle where Marcella Agerholm thinks I'm homeless, Gunnar passed and I was unable to attend his funeral as I lived in the lie of this hell. Fucking nightmare lie, which has taken from me everything I love. My home, my placement in the world, everything but easton and the reflection of the memory of you. Despite the emotion misplacement and manipulation inside me, I live to make my way to marriage with you. I love you.

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

Caitlin Rodriguez is GOD

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
10/13/2011
Black Caitlin Heart
The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles Day 352/8 James Hughes Days

whoever runs this machine I live in please inform the following people I would like them to be CEOs aty the future station of Little Nemo when I reach the other end and give caitlin rodriguez the $ in my body:

Adam James Walker, Sarah Bergenheim, Oliver Vonderahe, Katherine Anderson, Christine Spangler, Carlos Valpeoz, TC Dubs, Ben Jenkins.

Thnx!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Jobs

Caitlin,
I pay tribute to Steve Jobs outside the 5th avenue apple store. Before they made me into this thing I would purchase all Apple products. The belief that a channel can be created from this lie in the beauty of our graffiti soaked Williamsburg employing our people graffiti artists and SVA students propells me to create. In this mass fucking lie of Little Nemo that Harvey Weinstein and Michael Bloomberg attempted to cover up in the person they created in my body out of this SFW of the physicaland digital a tv station can be created. I will make you a tv station to marry you.

I love you. Mistrust is a weapon.

-Caitlin Rodriguez husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez production
Little Nemo on HBO
10/11/2011
Black Caitlin heart
The School of Visual Arts church of silver tiles day 350/8 James Hughes Days

found christina

Caitlin,
she'll be a ceo. I need to expose what they've done to me throughout this thing, they refuse to pay me and they overtake my mind. I've remade my childhood on monster island, I didn't get girls where I was little but it didn't matter. I had the breakfest club and weird science. One of the Forrestors said that you're Lisa to an extent is true but you have to speak to my enemies, people I hate like Harvey Weinstein. I spent 3 years recreating my childhood, I failed in 2009 and 2010 and got lost, I see what you're doing with my mentality. Weaving a person and defeating Harvey Weinstein as god. I will bring you the cash, the moments are making sense despite the amount of people in my body. People who hide in my sexuality fetish girls who want the world where I'm a child and I pay tribute to them to become real, they want to be god. This will never come to be they can never hold the childhood love of Arun who took me up from the disgusting nothing of shelton and my worthless mother, they can never hold the bond of being there at the funeral of the only father I had. My life was a game through others and being at events, not really being there, finding my way to the school of visual arts, I didn't have a home since crane street. The beauty of 70 Crane street the death and murdering of this is the symbol of Harvey Weinstein the murdering and candyman of my life the killing of what matters to create a world where the people I hold dear of the real world become symbols in prison Erica Tempchen is now represented by a man in c95 who wears a Bob Marley t-shirt. 203 caitlin, your friends have given me a world where the days matter where I saw the last ceremony of the hipster king at monster island. The dream of bringing the economy of my body symbolized in all of our people gathered who I'm outcasted from with worthless words spoken through me references to childhood the echos of crane street that attempt to find their way to the school of visual arts. I don't understand how Christie pirrone or anyone from the real world would ever be unaware of their place in my heart when I've lived in this visual lie for a mass period of time, "the image factory" with christie pirrone, with lorenna, this lie of walking around as others controlled the visual creative side of my eye.
As I found the truth I lived at monster island. I'll keep this address until they demolish the home of I and caitlin the cat. Then this will become Williamsburg, Brooklyn as it was before. Protected by the graffiti art on Kent Avenue that reads Japanther. I love you caitlin, queen of purity and arun gupta (the gupta island) I know the truth of my lies but I create in dream of you and our tv station. Love your impoverished eli cash. I always wanted to be a gupta.

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
its not tv its hbo
10/11/2011
black heart caitlin
(symbol used as a save symbol against harvey weinstein in 2011. created in 2009 at grand ferry park. Williamsburg, Brooklyn. Caitlin Rodriguez is the princess of emo)
The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles Day 350/8 James Hughes Days

Christina Pirrone will be a ceo

I love caitlin Rodriguez.
I wear a ring from Brooklyn Charm in the name and dream of our love
Williamsburg, Brooklyn + Easton, CT

Thursday, October 6, 2011

R.I.P. Steve Jobs

Caitlin,
One more moment in history where I should be apart of humanity but am still within this stupid shit that I exist in. This is one of the historic moments, there should be a memorial for Steve Jobs, this is like the death of John Lennon. I have these people who speak through me and people on the other end who want to claim fetish as an element and a woman who attempts to build fantasies that I hook up with girls in the future. I have no interest in this, no interest in knowing people no interest in woman. These elements mean nothing to me, I do not want this in my life. Help me return to the real world help me to return to life out of this thing, I want nothing to do with these people who attempt to create a New York City out of this, I should have given up in 2007 I should have ended this then and returned to the world. Each time I write they want to write within me force me to have associations to Hollywood producers who I've never met. I don't want to be apart of the film industry, I don't want to be an actor. I want to create a T.V. station in Williamsburg, Brooklyn with the soul of apple computers with the innovation of Apple with the riddler technology where television is broadcasted directly into your mind. I want this created out of the economy that I bring to you, then to accomplish my dream of only being seen in public as your husband. After this period of time where I interact with others in N.Y.C. I never will again, after years of having people speak through my body the mayor's office and the people who morph words onto me like the person worthless I don't want to speak to people. These people believe I'm their art and that they own me, that they go to war to fight for what I become/my art becomes. I would prefer death over anything like this, I take back my N.Y.C. I take back my life I will not be the war of others I will not be their creation. I will die before I exist to be created by other people or have others read my thoughts.
This is an event where I should be apart of humanity not involved in some fucking oddity that forces me to say Harvey Weinstein's name or has "fetish women" attempt to control my writing and what I do. I refuse to live in this tinkerbell hell where these people will claim right over me or the ability to smoke cigarettes. I will be yours alone I refuse to be any others I refuse to love anybody else I close my heart out to other people for life and for all reincarnations my tears are for you alone my life and my personal sharing I refuse to allow others to know me, I know nobody else and never will others who have known me these relationships are dead. Others are dead to me for life after a hell as this, the lie of the website of the "steve jobs realm of creativity" none of this existed but "we are all buddahs" existed on Bedford Avenue. The insult of every time I was kicked out of the Apple Store the beautiful sleek class status symbol something the Steve Jobs turtleneck represents in a 1980s Maxwell sort of promotion this is something we should continue in "Little Nemo". I do not want to create Caitlin when I have to fight people in the background saying stupid shit directly into my mind I refuse to create as a video game. This is at the level of the Barak Obaama election. I refuse to live in Connecticut and I refuse to live as a game for others. I will live in my N.Y.C. and then the day that I am freed from this nightmare I will purpose to you in art. I refuse to live in a thing where people change my thoughts or claim to write me to a wedding to you. This is a dark day where we are no longer with the innovation of Steve Jobs. We have to find Bill Gates to assure that it was Bill Gates who spoke to me. I need evidence, physical proof for what we create. Domino Sugar will probably be torn down by the time I get these people to acknowledge me. Get them to let me onto the other side, Williamsburg, Brooklyn however will be Seattle.
James Hughes will be my equal in the level of Bill Gates and Steve Jobs. The three of us will create the future of Williamsburg to assure that nothing like the tearing down of Mollusk ever happens again.
I'm still wearing the shoes that they gave me, send them my love Caitlin I know they never knew what was happening as I had Harvey Weinstein keep me in limbo as the candyman until I told him to fuck off to follow my dream of making you the richest woman int he world (rich muse arienette, the romance of screech powers of the school of visual arts; their ghost). Send them my love let them know if I ever reach the other side of this hell we'll create a Frank Gehry building for our T.V. channel and they will all be C.E.O.s I love you.

-caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on H.B.O.
10/6/2011
caitlin black heart
(invented @ Grand Ferry Park in 2009. Calling from a good ol' fashioned nightmare I dream for my technical nerd hacker child of Hughes lost in time arienette. To be the richest woman ever - caitlin rodriguez the princess of the pratt institute)
The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles Day 345/8 James Hughes Days
James Hughes = Church Leader
Little Nemo in Williamsburg, Brooklyn will hire only School of Visual Arts students. This is my dream as is the dream of James Hughes and Caitlin Rodriguez who with Best Friends Gang is Tough (and Katherin Anderson) re-essembled my dream via the sarah ritch amethyst princess globes of emotions (that the inverted tisch world/my return to grand ferry park / the school of visual arts in 2009 "to hook sva up @ slumberland inc" my dream is to create a television station that hires only the school of visual arts. Our personal fuck you to tisch. And then become a professor after mfa) <-thanks to caitlin for re-essembling my mfa jedi dream.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Caitlin

Don't have my medication in me at the moment. Don't like people writing my upcoming thoughts, it's this fighting thing being me. I haven't felt October in a long time, at times I'm decently sure the people inside me want me to sleep all the time. They want days to pass by, years pass by, this nightmare continues. When you take out jail it becomes how to find my way to the other side. My memory gets erased, Harvey Weinstein had spent a good amount of time doing this for me to drop to the lowest psychological level. Hughes blatantly helps me, gets people out of my body with the system you've developed. So I can return to the real world start to promote in New York, search for the real world, try and find if anyone knows I exist. I just asked another log and caputerer to search, look me up, try and save the body of Christopher Mastronardi. I want this thing to end, too much time has passed by, I wasn't able to be with Gunnar when he passed but I was lied to on the other end about my association to the legalization of marijuana in New York and gay marriage legalization. I affect nothing in the real world, the only thing I have on my end is what literally happens and the people who help me the system I've developed to call for help. I call to Hughes I chose my team of you and him. I want to return to the world, marry you. I'm becoming filthy again. I need to shower, I  need to panhandle. I don't understand why I'm forced to sleep what the joy was in creating something that is of the living dead or attempting to make me forget life and reality. I was fortunate that the graffiti art of N.Y.C. exists, music videos to somebody forced to be a small child. The people around me who are projected into me whisper awful fucking things, I don't know if they create this perception to alter my art. Hughes explains this to me, that if I appear weak they do this. This happened at S.V.A. in 08 I have to be competent on my end with what tools I have. I love you.

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband

From Easton, C.T.
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
10/4/2011
Black caitlin heart
the only person I love is caitlin rodriguez
The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles Day 343/8 James Hughes Days

love to Williamsburg, Brooklyn