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Friday, December 30, 2011

caitlin,
Whoever exists on the other end invents a character of "pearl forester" based off the character from bloom berg's office dimension that she had (where I promote bloomberg but he stops speaking to me/I'm morphed into a child world when I turn into skittles and ask for a group to rape women with. this is what I recognize as skittles; I also ask children to burn their parents in their bed and enact the scene from natural born killers)
this person then plays this knitting game that seems to be james hughes way of doing this with tracey flick (building a universe) whereverything she says to me is followed by the next message, which is most likely the way you'd speak to someone with amnesia. It's traumatic to share my fetish with a person who's not real and having them inside my mind/psychological emotions and to then have the creative world of this person/the emotions I've shared with her end with harvey weinstein (translation = harvey weinstein now rapes my emotions of my sexual smoking fetish/wish to fuck a woman from the upper east side/worship of wealthy women)

this becomes cured by writing and is directly associated to the girl who last heard me broadcast from my mind with my personality in tact. The creation of the art is directly associated to her/a dedication to her the need to create a television station out of the new york tragedy that on my end keeps trying to find a way to lie about it's existence until I take control. This project was meant to be brilliant, the biggest shit ever in n.y.c. art project existence, mass building posters like Kerri Bradshaw 1999 sex and the city. I'll make this real with tracey flick this is our vision with James Hughes (who makes things in my mind real for several years. It seems to be a game to build me out of my mind and to reality with symbols I can live by internally, like the symbol against being an A.F.C. with the base symbol of marriage to you)

I automatically prop james hughes for making this system work. Many people have played james throughout the years of my hell but he's essentially and literally my angel in this nightmare. There's a warning system before something pivotal to my world is upcoming, we're moving churches and I need to appear at meetings for occupy, everything on my end works in direct map/globes/I sleep but the person on the other end has to strategically get me to sleep.

That's all for now. I've been collecting the occupy articles that we're in, "occupy everywhere" is permanently apart of occupy wall street. It's probably too cold to view other occupations. Need to find the girl named Lauren who you dubbed as only sex focus. I need you to reappear I need somebody to directly acknowledge that I'm this.

I love you.

-Caitlin Rodriguez Husband/Little Nemo (christopher)

Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
12/30/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 431/8 james hughes days



I now have a  personal relationship with tracey flick and no one else! 

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

heading

caitlin,
when my body can't move in mcdonalds I used to buy coke from I remember why I hate every day I don't understand why nobody will come and get me. The 6th avenue/canal property is guarded 24/7 by a NYPD. The cop doesn't understand why he guards against us. I need to be filming this I'm inspired by having Lauren's revolutionary spirit/#occupy tattoo. I currently accomplish my media mission @ 86th street OWS through her metro card I get from Jeff. I write everything down because I'm given amnesia please save me get me out of this. The main people are scientists who want to know about humanity. I don't care about the human mind or whatever it is their searching for.
At night at st.paul's there's no heat maybe the pasteur wants to kill us off before they finish playing holiday liberals. It's 5 it's architecture in helsinki I don't understand how I was placed in a project that attempts to get me off my medication and manipulate me in seizures. Hughes has helped me with this. I want out I want to return to the real world. I'm making a board of OWS clippings and need to contact the DNC but have no ability to do this without adderall.

I love you

-caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
12/21/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 422/8 james hughes days


Tuesday, December 20, 2011

caitlin,
Make this thing go away. Make this thing go away. Make this thing go away. 
I don't want to be in this project anymore. 
I want this thing to disappear forever. I hate this shit everyday. 
I will enter Williamsburg I will create you a tv station and move to London. 
-caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production 
Little Nemo on HBO 
12/20/2011 
black caitlin heart 
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 421/8 james hughes days  


caitlin,
teddy is one of us. I decide
I love him I'll bring him back with me he's one of the tribe. There's this guy with a lens convertor and a DVX. I realize my hatred for the outside world St. Andrew's will not house OWS after the 2nd my tribe is not this guy, this thing took my camera, this nightmare that I'm in, fuck the st. andrew's people if they're not going to house us they're ring to kick us on our ass there's a woman's shelter in the basement but they can't keep us this place became home for a period of time for OWS. Fuck people who want to play holiday liberals. The entirety of my journey is to get to you. I fucking need my medication, I need to get the cash from this project to the girl with the gun necklace with a Brooklyn boyfriend on the empire state building everything Williamsburg atop the empire state building was represented in that photograph my feelings for you have always been too personal to describe through the years. This is somewhat the propellent of my art  this is where my relationship with the woman "pearl forester" begins in central park where I know I haven't been speaking to you for years. I make artwork to the literal you the girl who didn't know for years in this project I have been writing to you creating concepts for a tv station to marry you. I have sent you messages in the digital background of other people's projects while in OWS. I have this moment in the basement of St.Andrew's of the purity of the people in OWS, this feeling that perhaps a civil rights leader felt in N.Y.C. in the 60s knowing internally that people need a form to speak without censorship. This is the reason Williamsburg, Brooklyn needs a tv station. I love you caitlin, hopefully you know I'm in this by this point. I send love from my nightmare.

I love you.

-caitlin rodriguez husband

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
12/20/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 421/8 james hughes days 

Monday, December 19, 2011

this is a radio clash

caitlin,
james hughes updates the programs that I don't believe in spirituality I believe in materialism. But this has always been the trick in universalism, that I use whatever I need to get what I want (with you as aum).
I only give a fuck about clothing and Barney's I'm a creation of the cobblepots who probably most recently brought your friends into this, if it's even them. It's sort of comforting to have somebody from williamsburg involved in concept, not a bad concept (but worthless to live there in any future without an upper class background. This is my world in limbo).

Slept at the church on 86th street. My finishings of the notebook named "scrooges":
I go outside for a cigarette I carry my backpack around since somebody went through this. Maria does security checks (one of our best people, vocal at meetings, this is what OWS is made out of. This is what being Media 86 is made out of even if I can't find the rest of our media team). FCP soon.
Jeff is one of the best looking people we have in OWS. Our revolution needs somebody who emulates the fashion design god that you are. The boy with the cold hard cash is always mr. right. I keep telling myself this I live by materialism and Madonna internally embody as I walk through homelessness the worthlessness of these people who fell between the cracks of society. I didn't fall between the cracks I was forced into this situation. I spent a long time explaining my life to Tracy Flick, I hope she's the gold digger I always wanted. Pearl thinks it's best to become a Democrat because I'm risen to life by the cash of others but I'm forced into this situation daily I don't want out and through the course of several months Tracy Flick playing you and Hughes built me out of smelling like shit and homelessness and into occupy.

I don't believe in dissolving into nothing which the project implies in little nobody. This is why I chose you as God as I, too many people in me electronically to otherwise.  I don't want anything to do with this thingI was signed into I regret the entirety of it. I'm supposed to forget LITERALLY am given amnesia daily but whoever decided I would become this did something that I am not happy about. I'm saying this to the person at the top the original architect or illumanti person on the top machine level. This project is too good to sell to somebody I never admired. Whoever the fuck they are I didn't need the illumanti I needed my pill it wasn't spirituality it was fixing ADD that gave me the ability to have these thoughts.

I love you.

-Little Nemo
(christopher)

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
12/19/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 420/8 james hughes days

once in the ionic ocean on 4/20 I threw a book to honor you
replace christie cummings with #occupy (lauren)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-2KhHgL_mFE