caitlin,
teddy is one of us. I decide
I love him I'll bring him back with me he's one of the tribe. There's this guy with a lens convertor and a DVX. I realize my hatred for the outside world St. Andrew's will not house OWS after the 2nd my tribe is not this guy, this thing took my camera, this nightmare that I'm in, fuck the st. andrew's people if they're not going to house us they're ring to kick us on our ass there's a woman's shelter in the basement but they can't keep us this place became home for a period of time for OWS. Fuck people who want to play holiday liberals. The entirety of my journey is to get to you. I fucking need my medication, I need to get the cash from this project to the girl with the gun necklace with a Brooklyn boyfriend on the empire state building everything Williamsburg atop the empire state building was represented in that photograph my feelings for you have always been too personal to describe through the years. This is somewhat the propellent of my art  this is where my relationship with the woman "pearl forester" begins in central park where I know I haven't been speaking to you for years. I make artwork to the literal you the girl who didn't know for years in this project I have been writing to you creating concepts for a tv station to marry you. I have sent you messages in the digital background of other people's projects while in OWS. I have this moment in the basement of St.Andrew's of the purity of the people in OWS, this feeling that perhaps a civil rights leader felt in N.Y.C. in the 60s knowing internally that people need a form to speak without censorship. This is the reason Williamsburg, Brooklyn needs a tv station. I love you caitlin, hopefully you know I'm in this by this point. I send love from my nightmare.

I love you.

-caitlin rodriguez husband

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